Who i was, don’t like who i am.

Hate is a very strong word, shall use don’t like instead.

It jux got me thinking real hard ytd while i cant slp, wat is it that is missing inside me which makes me feel so different from the past.

I realise it’s the motivations, self-confident, the kind of joy i used to hav in me.

And i know you played a large part in giving me all this, thanks!

Rite now i think i probably got to learn how to earn all this on my own.

心跳

想跟我吵架 我没那么无聊
不懂得道歉 我没那么聪明
好想要回到我们的原点
你又在哭泣 我给不了安慰
我又在摇头 有那么点后悔
爱情的发展已难以回头却无法往前走
但身不由己出现在胸口 两颗心能塞几个问号

爱让我们流多少眼泪
你的眼神充满美丽带走我的心跳
你的温柔如此靠近带走我的心跳
逆转时光到一开始 能不能给一秒
等着哪一天你也想起
那悬在记忆中的美好

Chances

Chances are when said and done
Who’ll be the lucky ones
Who make it all the way?
Though you say I could be your answer
Nothing lasts forever
No matter how it feels today

Chances are we´ll find a new equation
Chances roll away from me
Chances are all they hope to be

Don’t get me wrong I’d never say never
Cause though love can change the weather
No act of God can pull me away from you

I´m just a realistic man
A bottle filled with shells and sand
Afraid to love beyond what I can lose when it comes to you
And though I see us through yeah

Chances are we´ll find two destinations
Chances roll away from me
Still chances are more than expectations
The possibilities
Over me
Eight to five, two to one
Lay your money on the sun
until you crash what have you done?
Is there a better bet than love?
What you are is what you breathe
You gotta cry before you sing

Chances chances

Chances lost are hopes torn up pages
Maybe this time
Chances are we´ll be the combination
Chances come and carry me
Chances are waiting to be taken
And I can see
Chances are the fascination
Chances won’t escape from me
Chances are only what we make them
And all I need .

IT show for the pass 5 days, really fun time. Back to reality right now.

Anyway, I got my first activation for STAGS Ops, Cool! =DDD

Nitex World!

S-O-L-O

It’s really depressing living life this way, starting to breakdown real easily, it seriously sux big time.

Although I have set a goal, but planning is much much more easier than executing it. I don’t know how long can i hang in there but i would juz persist till my very best.

I still & i will..

Decoy..

A random title for this post..

I juz feel that this is a negative year for me.

Somehow realise that the real me is only when i’m alone, the rest of it is a juz decoy. I ain’t that happy/satisfied wif life, now everything seems so depressing, studies & etc.

Seeing those stuffs is really disheartening. I over-estimated myself and think that I could juz get over this real easy, but those were juz busy time where i drag myself to work everyday then by the time i get home it’s almost time for bed alr, not for now. Every lil things still reminds me of you and i do miss you.

Till now i’m still thinking abt the stuffs chat wif the STAGS marshal ytd, how nice could it be uh?

Blessed New Year People!

______________________

一件黑色毛衣

两个人的回忆

雨过之后更难忘记

忘记我还爱你

你不用在意

流泪也只想刚好合意

我早已经待在谷底

我知道不能再留住你

也知道不能没有孤寂

感激你让我拥有缺点的美丽

看着那白色的蜻蜓

在空中忘了前进

还能不能重新编织

脑海中起毛球的记忆

再说我爱你

可能雨也不会停

黑色毛衣

藏在那里

就让回忆永远停在那里