Who i was, don’t like who i am.

Hate is a very strong word, shall use don’t like instead.

It jux got me thinking real hard ytd while i cant slp, wat is it that is missing inside me which makes me feel so different from the past.

I realise it’s the motivations, self-confident, the kind of joy i used to hav in me.

And i know you played a large part in giving me all this, thanks!

Rite now i think i probably got to learn how to earn all this on my own.